Prequels

so what to type .. well i duno maybe i should use this as my diary - whats going on in my head - rather than anything extra - maybe like a diary to get reality checked by those who read it - so please please please all one + of you followers comment on my posts - give me random comments and your thoughts on my thoughts - just cause :)

background thoughts still going throu my head - so i suppose i'll spew them.
grew up down south and went to a pretty normal but small high school - lived a pretty sheltered life down there - and the clic's had already formed when i moved there - had some good mates but i duno if it was my bowl cut hair cut - baby fat or lack of confidence when interacting with the ladies but I didn't really do that much women wise back then.. but hang on while i'm writing this my brain's going "oi na you did ok for what was around" and i suppose i did - but i duno - last year of high school i cant really remember but i never had anyone local to date etc - always out of towners / internet flirts - suppose i did find one or two in each group to flirt wiht :P lol
i remember once i went to this other place(leaving out proper places o you stalkers have to do a bit of work to find the real me :) ) and i liked girl X but girl Y was really keen on me too i think - but i stayed and hung out with Girl x who was just being friendly - ahh i think we've all been in that situation - and now looking back girl Y would have been the much better choice :P .. anyway then i started my job and had a good couple of mates  oh woops i missed out girl J :P she was and is fun :P hey you.. ahh yearafter high school i just blobbed around and did not much - then i started my job - the joys of working - and work mates.. those relationships never work out well do they?? fun and constant while its working but afterwards.. yeah its just akward....


tummy rumbling best get some more food- yes it seems i'm eating alot but i'm eating healthy! ;P shh

x Jack